wow its really beautiful. i woke up like a halfanhour ago and now im watching the meteror shower! so far i have seen 3 really bright ones and its really beautiful!
its been a couple of days since i've been on but ive barely been home. friday the basesall game and yesterday the erie county fair.
and now today i feel real sick.
espically my muscles are sore beause i climbed a 3 sided rock wall countless times. fun
well besides that my life has still been boreing and well boreing...
GRR
now im really freaking mad.
i just wrote this journal but i hit the stupid backspace button and it erased it all
well anyways... as i wrote before:
summer... why can't it be over? i've already waited all summer for warped tour and the pprojekt revolution concerts but last week my mother changed her mind and said i wasnt going anymore. now my summer days are boreing theres never anything to do but sit around and babysit. grr. at least i'll be making some money to pay off my $300 debt to my mom... but anyways i've been looking for a better job where i can make a steady weekly income. good luck, youre only 15 natalie. what makes this summer drag even more is that my family is always fighting. i cant stand it. and sometimes, its more that verbal fighting. but what can i do about it besides wait tilll im 18 and move out as fast as i can? that will be wonder ful... *fantisizes about it*.......... oh well besides babysitting and job searching, the only thing i have too look forewadr to the rest of this summer is our family camping trip. 'sarcastic yay' *sigh* at least my bestgirlfriend will be there... and my mom promised me there would be hot guys at the lake... there better be, or else
well thats pretty much it...
and this was better than the journal i acctidenally erased
hope you enjoy it
uhhhhhhh
now my summer days are boreing theres never anything to do but sit around and babysit. grr. at least i'll be making some money to pay off my $300 debt to my mom... but anyways i've been looking for a better job where i can make a steady weekly income. good luck, youre only 15 natalie. 
what makes this summer drag even more is that my family is always fighting. i cant stand it. and sometimes, its more that verbal fighting. but what can i do about it besides wait tilll im 18 and move out as fast as i can? that will be wonder ful... 
*fantisizes about it*.......... oh well besides babysitting and job searching, the only thing i have too look forewadr to the rest of this summer is our family camping trip. 'sarcastic yay' *sigh* at least my bestgirlfriend will be there... and my mom promised me there would be hot guys at the lake... there better be, or else 
